Since I didn't form the book in chapters, lets call the parts of it -- episodes!
Bad Theories, Wrong Subjects View
Summary2004 changes: I am moving "Webman's Diary" in Tech!
2004 & After
... "Thinking" about the story is the real writing.
The story must be new (Chekhov), not the plot.
My entire life I was waiting -- to be born. As a teenager I read the existentialists, but they didn't tell it straight: we acknowledge the existance v. life, because we are the prisoners of the second nature (human race, environment, you decide what word to use). We not liberating ourselves when we are born, on the contrary, the learning process gets us deeper inside of the Father-Nature (that's how I call this woman).
If you didn't read my other book, I need to warn you. I understand everything literary. That is where the Resurrection comes in. We are thinking about it since the begining of time, finally we arrived to the end of human history when we can do it. And we are doing it, the resurrection of God.
You heard the phraze "being in God"? Well, that is what we do, we contruct God around in order to be inside.
So, what is your story, Anatoly? Where is the plot?
Going backwards from the birth back to the conception through all the evolutions: previous generation until we come to Eve and Adam and then through evolutions-stages, including "fish" state, and etc, to the moment of origins of the creation -- God's thought.
[ Letters to The Lady, I dream about? First, all three -- Self, POV, Tech -- after I became "single"? Not about Esther, but about Wife, Woman, Friend, Mother, Daughter, Sister... ]