Diary-Anatoly Preface

NEW: intro and title are the pages to "form" the narrative. Or THEMES, at least.

How? notes for myself. How much help can I get from myself?

Not much.

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I thought about the whole -- I am making PS pages, to see the end of it. Always.

And?

I hoped that apparatus (appendix, links, and so on) will work by itself. Maybe the structure of my web-directories is working. Maybe. I do not know.

How my 2007-2008 blogs are connected with my diaries --

webcast -- online ONLINE?

... Oh, this is my big question/problem!

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Diary *

My Favorite Sayings:

When you see my new diary webpages, it means that I can't write.

I try to paint. Once, over twenty years ago it helped me to recover. This is my second Resurrection Cycle: Woman.

I don't know where to put my notes, thoughts on the new paintings. I write over the sketches.

Links

Poems:

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diary.vtheatre.net + Film-North Album (new)

History of MySelf.

The books I read: see "biblio" pages!

astores -- list/menu

Summary

I like the very idea of "diary": I don't have to "write" -- only to record.

Questions

I don't ask myself hard questions -- and this is no way to keep diary. Or the only way - not to question your reflections?

Notes

The "mirror" -- the diary. I don't look at myself anymore. Sometimes I "notice" myself in the mirror. This is the moment I try to avoid.

If I am wrong, I will die with my (grave) mistake (web).

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Preface

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I keep trying the diary writing, because I need to help myself. I try.
Nothing works for me. I keep working, keep pushing. Nothing. For years. Maybe from the outside it looks different, but do we care how it feels from the outside?
I can't even write anymore; this thought makes me old and sick. I am becoming somebody I wouldn't like to know.
Maybe it's age. I am getting sick too often. I am arritated at small things. I don't know the source of the changes.
I suspect the time at the computer. But how else I can fight the time, passing by without a trace?
Diary has very practical (and not only self-therapy) purpose: this is self-organization. Sort of meeting with yourself. I need and the talk and the "mutual" decisions. When I lost my wife, I lost a confidant. The multiple loses in one...
And this is the change; I better help myself, because the changes will take place in me, do I like it or not. I better welcome it, instead of suppressing and rejecting the new.

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Quotes & Thoughts:

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