2008 news in light of outdated 2009 news... Is it the place where all my diaries come ?



... calendar.yahoo.com/anatolant and igoogle.com | my yahoo.com | and so on.

Somehow diary.vtheatre.net became "Russian notebook" [Project 2008] -- does it mean that aDiary is my American diary? In English, at least.

I see my summer calendar -- empty.

I feel empty.

I am empty.

The webpages became my last refuge.

Is it all what is left after my 30 years in USA?


6.22.09. Dreams -- I saw it today; where am I? I call this reoccurring dream "Lost"...

Woke up -- and a clear thought (realization) : I was list my entire life.

I go back ten, twenty, thirty, forty, fifty years -- lost.

Sometimes I "felt" that I knew what I was doing, but I never was safe; never HAD it...

I am dying small.

What a strange page -- notebook [in diary?] Why I made this page I don't remember, of course. I write this aDiary to remember. AA

[ home ] * film-north blog + mailing list + webmaster's diary * 2007 vtheatre.net *
2009 -- AA ET : "African Period"
Ethio transition to Europe?

... filmplus.org/anatoly [pages] + filmplus.org/album


"My Grand Depression" took place: I am leaving. This time without changing my citizenship, but changing the country of residence.

What does it mean?

what does it say about me... and about America?

Anatoly travels [ continued ] -- run, run! Refugee.

old index * new index * Write * appendix * My Nonfiction (webtexts): Theology of Technology * POV * PostAmeriKa * Father-Russia * Mailing List & News -- subscribe yourself *


my google notebooks
* To store and sort out...

A notebook : 2008. film. classes. theatre.

more -- Ethiopian Millennium (EM)
WRITE -- WRITE books... diary [en]... pomo.


Ethiopian Diaries ... my diary ? NEW? connected with calendar!

writing -- filmplus.org/write ?

... online?

Diary * diary.ru * Personal Politics * Film-North * Mailing List & News -- subscribe yourself * In Russian: Russian Play * 2002-2007

footer.txt -- 2008-2009 : Grand (World) Depression in place of (American) Great Depression.

support : filmplus.org/ethio blog * vtheatre.net blog * anatolant.livejournal.com [ new ] 2008-2009 my.telegraph.co.uk/anatolant [politics/write]

keys.txt : bloglines.com/blog/anatolant & new domains : teatr.us + u21.us [ Utopia Project ]

6.19.09 -- After making web.filmplus.org/new pages... I must cry -- How ironic!? To mark anything online as "new"?! But I do not scream. I am too old to make sounds.