2008 news in light of outdated 2009 news... Is it the place where all my diaries come ?
... calendar.yahoo.com/anatolant and igoogle.com | my yahoo.com | and so on.
I see my summer calendar -- empty.
I feel empty.
I am empty.
The webpages became my last refuge.
Is it all what is left after my 30 years in USA?
6.22.09. Dreams -- I saw it today; where am I? I call this reoccurring dream "Lost"...
Woke up -- and a clear thought (realization) : I was list my entire life.
I go back ten, twenty, thirty, forty, fifty years -- lost.
Sometimes I "felt" that I knew what I was doing, but I never was safe; never HAD it...
I am dying small.
2009 -- AA ET : "African Period"
... filmplus.org/anatoly [pages] + filmplus.org/album
"My Grand Depression" took place: I am leaving. This time without changing my citizenship, but changing the country of residence.
What does it mean?
what does it say about me... and about America?
Anatoly travels [ continued ] -- run, run! Refugee.
* To store and sort out...... online?
A notebook : 2008. film. classes. theatre.
more -- Ethiopian Millennium (EM)
WRITE -- WRITE books... diary [en]... pomo.
Ethiopian Diaries ... my diary ? NEW? connected with calendar!
writing -- filmplus.org/write ?
Diary * diary.ru * Personal Politics * Film-North * Mailing List & News -- subscribe yourself * In Russian: Russian Play * 2002-2007
keys.txt : bloglines.com/blog/anatolant & new domains : teatr.us + u21.us [ Utopia Project ]
6.19.09 -- After making web.filmplus.org/new pages... I must cry -- How ironic!? To mark anything online as "new"?! But I do not scream. I am too old to make sounds.