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-- Will I collect all "dreams" pages in one place?
... and dreams I do not write down. Dreams are honest. Even the hopes and needs -- no lies. Angels have no dreams; no dreams without body, -- and they never sleep. This alone makes the other world unpleasant. ... movies replaced dreams. No imagination anymore. ... My American Dreams. Sweet nightmares.
video(s) poetry? ... After 2009 everything will be dream(s)? System of Dreaming?
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antohins.vtheatre.net: one family, one century (doc)
Featured Pages: Preface "Sweet dreams" they say. I don't have them. My dreams are not sweet.
I have "dreams" pages almost in every nonfiction project -- PostAmeriKa, Father-Russia and so on.
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What is next -- African Dreams?diary.vtheatre.net [ru]Dreams
2009 : dreams, web & diaries... 2007 : I do not write down my dreams anymore. I have no time!
Long ago, 25 years ago, I kept a notebook to record my dreams. Even in the middle of my dream I would woke up to write it down -- and sometimes I could even get back to the same dreams. I call it "Half-Awake" project: I believed that I can get something that hide from myself. I thought that I can catch my face in the mirror without being aware of my reflection.... something is lost. And I look for it -- and cannot find it. Almost, every day I see it.I don't trust myself, I have to be suspicious of my intentions.
Dreams are the natural way to step aside, to notice yourself....
Dreams are the hidden "secrets" which get open -- maybe indeed I do not see myself. 5.24: Big house, party, strangers, Esther and children left for something -- and only later I understand that they won't be back....
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Some days are so bad, I know it the moment I wake up. I wake up with this scream inside -- and I scream...
From Anatoly XXI
@2001-2002 thr w/anatoly * Next: Preface *
@2004 *
2008 -- Russian Dreams : diary.vtheatre.net/dreams
Diary * diary.ru * Personal Politics * Film-North * Mailing List & News -- subscribe yourself * In Russian: Russian Play * 2002-2007
keys.txt : bloglines.com/blog/anatolant & new domains : teatr.us + u21.us [ Utopia Project ]
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Project 2009 = P2009 : Dreams Utopia
or Dream "Utopia" ... 2009-2010: writing & notebook -- I am still dreaming that I will write. I am doing it for fourty years and dreaming about writing. "Real" writing...
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