-- Will I collect all "dreams" pages in one place? ... and dreams I do not write down. Dreams are honest. Even the hopes and needs -- no lies. Angels have no dreams; no dreams without body, -- and they never sleep. This alone makes the other world unpleasant. ... movies replaced dreams. No imagination anymore. ... My American Dreams. Sweet nightmares. video-poems video(s) poetry? ... After 2009 everything will be dream(s)? System of Dreaming? dreams.vtheatre.net diary.vtheatre.net/dreams teatr.vtheatre.net [shows] Caligari'09 as a sample?

antohins.vtheatre.net: one family, one century (doc) Dreams Directory? Featured Pages: Preface Title Page diary.vtheatre.net/dreams ... popup? no more! "Sweet dreams" they say. I don't have them. My dreams are not sweet. aDiary Русские Страницы I have "dreams" pages almost in every nonfiction project -- PostAmeriKa, Father-Russia and so on. Summary Dreams Pages -- list? Directory? Book? In two languages? ... Notes Russian and American Dreams -- dreams of the unknown man. Me. acting.filmplus.org books.filmplus.org directing.filmplus.org him.filmplus.org MY portals : igoogle + my.yahoo.com + live.com + my nytimes.com & more Notes & Thoughts: Click to View List Entries. ... 2008 for 2009? ... 3.5.08 : Again, lost. And how! Driving "home" not remembering where is this "home"... Not even address, looking fo some note, too many old pieces, know that I will never recall it and I am ridiculous ... antohins.vtheatre.net/dreams ... 2010 and other 2010 pages! lul.vtheatre.net -- theatre as "method dreaming"...

What is next -- African Dreams?

Dreams

2009 : dreams, web & diaries

... 2007 : I do not write down my dreams anymore. I have no time!

Long ago, 25 years ago, I kept a notebook to record my dreams. Even in the middle of my dream I would woke up to write it down -- and sometimes I could even get back to the same dreams. I call it "Half-Awake" project: I believed that I can get something that hide from myself. I thought that I can catch my face in the mirror without being aware of my reflection.

I don't trust myself, I have to be suspicious of my intentions.

Dreams are the natural way to step aside, to notice yourself....

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Dreams are the hidden "secrets" which get open -- maybe indeed I do not see myself. 5.24: Big house, party, strangers, Esther and children left for something -- and only later I understand that they won't be back....

... something is lost. And I look for it -- and cannot find it. Almost, every day I see it.

NB

Some days are so bad, I know it the moment I wake up. I wake up with this scream inside -- and I scream...

From Anatoly XXI

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