7 year between Y2K and "Ethiopian" Millennium : 2000 - 2007
My SEVEN years!
My seven plus years...
How little I can show ...
As if I lived a few months only, not years.
And it was the end of the century and millennium!
As time itself is no longer exists.
I wrote (and not only I) wrote about the "end of times" before, but here it's personal. As the end of me.
... web is "natural" for DIARY format.
--I am tired of writing "class pages" -- I want to write for no reason, only because I want to...
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I lost so much in that year. I even lost my 2000 diary...
SummaryY2K was horrible for me. Period.
QuestionsWhy do I have to write about it?
NotesI do not want to remember this year -- this is exactly what I need to do -- to write about it.
2000-2004: the four years. I would like to see this part of my life in details. I don't know if it will help me, but I need to do it. Anatoly 2005 *
2004 ... the rest of the chronology at the main directory filmplus.org
2005 -- filmplus.org/write
2006 -- vtheatre.net
... try to gave a name for each year.
2007 diary.ru : diary.vtheatre.net : how to put all my notes/diaries into one narrative? docs.google.com ? What is the story? Composition : Intro, Title, PS...
... diary makes sense ONLY if you are somebody.
Diary is a luxury nowadays. I am lucky to have a chance to write it...
It could be just another year, but it was the end of the century, end of the millennium -- and the end of me.There are a few new directories, which are different in nature next to everything I did so far. I need to help myself -- and this directory is for this very purpose. I need to write, but the little me, this Anatoly, is not in place. I have to take care of him, i.e. private myself.
I didn't recover. I don't know if I ever will.
"Diary" was for them, the mortals, fort those, who live in time and space. I don't have it; my time space is "cyber" -- the space which is time. This is why I am so stress up; I have to work 24/7/365 -- like my webpages.
Maybe I should call it the "inventory of Anatoly"; who I am now. I am not okay for too long. There are many reasons for my disastrous state of mind. I wrote (and continue to write) about what happened before 2001. The goal of the new pages (although I promised myself not to make any new pages) is to help the future-me...
How? Will see.
What could possible happen to a dead man? What could he write about?
"Future-me"? What kind of future a dead man could have?
I didn't know about it when I began my "Webman's Diary"...
web-anatomy, how different is my cyber being!
Did I throw myself into "webbing" to save myself, to stay alive though this year? web.filmplus.org -- and, web.vtheatre.net ... think about it!
... Why do I try to make it "readable"? -- for readers?
I am no more "writer" than "director" or "artist" -- I am not a professional...
Diary * diary.ru * Personal Politics * Film-North * Mailing List & News -- subscribe yourself * In Russian: Russian Play * 2002-2007
keys.txt : bloglines.com/blog/anatolant & new domains : teatr.us + u21.us [ Utopia Project ]
"2010" page -- ten years...
* 2009 and AfterProject 2009, a preface page. The last point is the most interesting. Should be easy to write as "Life Before Anatoly"?