I give -- I write without knowing how will it fit intro the book or even if it belongs to this book. I have to say it, I have to let the sounds out of head....
There are several small files, which probably belong to the dictionary. Or appendix.
This is one of them....
updates
Summary
Very important page, but I have to leave it as my notes only.
Questions
Is it possible that so many things I do not understand only because I didn't think through the nature of the Internet and the Web?
Notes
There are too many things I have no time to write about. For example, the chapter I will never write "Plato and Aristotle in Love" (about the combination of Objective and Subjective Idealism in cinema).
"The science of man is the only solid foundation for the other sciences." David Hume[1]
Forgiven! Forgiven!
Me, Lucifer, under a new name -- Prometheus! The old new name. The scientist. Yes, there no other science, all science is human! There is no being superior to humans. How couldn't I get in the first place? God is the science of man, because God positioned Man above Himself. How could I miss it then?
They are like me now! And I am like them!
Let me tell you about me, man. Let me tell you about Light....
Let me tell you what is ahead of you, Anatoly.
Relations between Universe, Human kind and Individual has to
be re-worked. Einstein's attempt to find the Unified Theory saw
the nature separate from us failed. Are we ready to be considered as a cosmic element? Can we include the Innner Being into the new
physics? The true metaphysics.
We should, we did.
Many smaller questions must be addressed first.
Could the evolution of technology replace what was known as history? What is "human" now? I could, it did.
Everything is human now, man.
[ I miss my first degree in thermodynamics. I miss physics...
in arts. Because physics misses the metaphysics. ]
Remember?
General Theory of Gravity:
SPACE x TIME = MATTER x ENERGY
Could it be that space and time gave birth to matter and
energy? Al Einstein was no philosopher.
"Karma marga" - the path of knowledge (or action). "Jnana
marga" - the path of reason (or wisdom). The two are different. (Asiatic) That's where I was for two milleniums, man, waiting for the technology to make the nature Christian....
Look!
E = mc2
could be seen as
C = \/ E / M
Do you understand my Angelic Speed now? Here is the East again:
Where:
E = realm of Spirit (Father)
M = realm of Matter (Mother)
C = product of Spirit and Matter (Son)
Yes, the universal constant: Light
Did the Bible see it in reverse? First Day -- creation of light.
..."field quantum," Latin -- "how much" (portion, part), energy
part, one of the small subdivisions (as velocity) of a physical
magnitude. Interaction of matter and radiation. Transference or
transformation of energy in an atomic or molecular scale.
Vedanta -- conclusions of the Vedas
Altimate Reality (UR) -- Self is its manifestation.
Experiencing of Self = exploring of UR.
Excape velocity -- that's what I need. Before pomo an
individual was a speed of society. Have I become a conservative
element of history? Virilio asked me to slow down the speed of
the changes.
Black hole = being invisiable. No light at all. White holes? You see? No? Because the artificial light is the darkness!
Just a vew clues from the Prince of Darkness and Light:
Singularity
Quazars
Vacuum
Flactuations
"Timespace" -- time and space are united by speed (changes,
motion) or by matter? Choronotope.
Between body and society -- he needs virtual wants?
PROOF OF CABALA
Jesus! Only scientists could come up with a name like
"anti-matter" for what others have called "spirit" for thousands
of years.
Enough of the history of Virtual God! And after having a
laissez-faire God, a God that did not interfere in human affairs,
for three centuries we want more. Now! MS Windows is a result of
cabala!
What is it? Occultism? The New Age? Oh?
Ecstatic Creation of Culture and the Baudrillard's cry.
The Movies: euphoric images of trance. Film, this deluge of
voices and visions. Who is an organizer of images? Vision or
dream is so personal were made into mass culture and industry!
How sensual is God!
....the achieved dissolution of the ego turns out to be the product of an over-strong ego. The occultist understands himself as a rebel and a narcissus, who sets himself IN and BESIDES the predominant culture.
.... Do you feel light on your face, Anatoly? It's only a worm touch, gentle as a silent sound or a touch of colors. No, don't open your eyes, it will be too much. Light is best to experience in darkness. I know it, I know both worlds.
A description of the pomo world:
The intensity of his experience, is the sole quality in
which the occultist is interested. Occult culture means the death
of sequential, linear thought; an erosion of people's ability to
plan and manage their own lives. The resulting lack of space, can
serve as a metaphor for a loss of bearing, reference, and
meaning.
Listen. Certain conditions of being are defined as: biased
analysis, moods as programs, self-perception as cultural
attainment, and pure imagination as relevation: are the new
determinations.
The step from "finding" to "inventing" becomes methodically
and mathematical, by being equipped with the help of the cabala!
.... To see it, you have to feel it.
Visible and invisible? What can we say now when the invented
(movies) occupy our time? When the visible and real are
neglected! A good photo makes better even an ugly face. Be
Visible was a criteria for the real. What an arrogance! God isn't
real? ...
Remember, Anatoly, remember, my friend, all final explanations must be teleological explanations.
.... What if I prove to you that light is a feeling or a thought?
The carnal nature (i.e. belonging to the earth) is in
question. We discover that indeed it's a creation, we can do it,
too. We can creat Life -- and God, the prime source of life! We create God -- that is what the Resurrection is for! That is how the Second Coming is to be! I am here already!
NOTES
You still do not understand how it feels to BE light... You will. You can't experience light, when you are the light.
[ image. I have to use my own paintings in hope that they can communicate the "main" ideas visually... ]
