Still thinking about nonfiction...
|Fedorov: Рождение есть зло, результат слепой силы природы; его обратной стороной является смерть.
Too many things I do not see. Too many substitutions. Too many general references. Too many holes.
Bad Theories, Wrong Subjects View
SummarySee etheatre, plot, story pages (new), which appeared because of the transition to drama...
QuestionsThe very idea of hero must be reconsidered.
Notes"Мы поймем Его лишь тогда, когда сами сделаемся многоедиными, или, точнее сказать, все-единым существом, и когда единство не будет выражаться в господстве, а самостоятельность личностей не будет проявляться во вражде, когда будет полная взаимность, взаимопонимание".<<14>> Fedorov
2004 & After
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... First, they were becoming the short-stories, next -- the books got the plots.... becoming the scenes. How to call them -- Dramatis Personae, Characters? It's a nonfiction, but they were, are and will be the real people, -- so I decided to call them HEROES.I am the place where they live.
Some of them are well known, like Lucifer in POV. But some are known only to me. When I thought about "becoming a woman," I didn't know that naturally I will arrive to my mother. I write about myself, remember? So, here we have the two already -- her and me (in this stage of "It"). Two? Oh, you should reread SELF!
Read the Story or Plot pages, there are many characters, real and functional. Like Eve, for example.
What about the writers, the philosophers, the spirits?
5.15.03 -- my dreams in POV, my letters, which I won't sent to Esther -- in Tech?
No letters from her: could the story be told?
Girl and BoyMaybe, it should be called "Girls and Boys" -- my children -- the boys and the girls.
Sure, I see them differently, my daughter and my son. How else?
Yes, I wanted a son; I was young, too young to get married. I was twenty....
The Boy: a long-storyI do it wrong, the wives. And I have my excuses -- I was a boy once. I was a young man. I was a man...
I was alive.
The GirlWhere did I get it? If you get a son, your woman loves you more than you love her, if you get a daughter... I have two sons, two daughters.
This is my mortal trail. And the grandchildren.
What I know about Death: My Grandmas and Grandpas[ image ]
Death of Osip and his wife Melany...
[ some existing images express my feelings about my life ]
List of CharactersChildren:
[ in order of apppearence ]
[ pix ]
I have many of them on my webpages: Dostoevsky and Camus, family members, but what is the logic of their connections? I know that there is a logic in my web-madness. I know it's there.
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I have no time to stop and feel it, I keep moving to the next images -- instead of writing it out. Not even notes, but notation...
"Time" is the major hero?
How does it look like? Different times...
Different colors, different shapes.