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anatoly blogging 2005 [film-north]
Writing? This is simply a record of the life of feelings and thoughts.
Good writing is, when you can experience it again.
Is it the same? No.
Be busy! Very busy. Stay away from yourself. "Personal" won't help -- write about it, make it your business, your experience for a writer.
I made two exceptions, regarding the quotes. Wilde -- because of the language. Nietzsche -- because of the thought.
Both are the indication of the end of modernity. The rest was to follow: the 20th century. And the main message is simple: you are on your own, man.
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SummaryDo I still write? (2007)
QuestionsWhat's the difference between anatoly's blog and aDiary? It becomes clear.
What did I do today?
A year ago?
I'm afraid to look at my diary pages...
2008 -- "without hero"
see "year pages in main directories -- filmplus.org & vtheatre.net
2005: "I am dying" Chekhov.05
It's time for my webpages to work for me....
If not for writing, I wouldn't know where to look for help to hold myself together.
Bad times. Stay busy. What else can I say to you? Maybe this catastrophe is to cut everything that I can't afford to stay focus on writing?
Could it be for the better?
In fact, writing is the only things that stops me from thinking about death. Not even my children.
"Thinking" is a problem. I can't think straight now. Instead of thinking my mind goes back to my seventeen years of marriage and the questions appear -- what was that? What was it for? How could it be?
I set my mind for a certain mode of life -- the family, even though I wrote so many times that there is no place for it is left today. I thought I am a special case.
Well, that is what your pages said.
Being single after being married is a preparation for death, the ultimate confirmation of singularity.
And I have to help myself.
Jan 20, 2001. Presidential inauguration on radio. I do nothing but write. Self, Pov, and some of the TECH. Besides the new texts, I have to get the plots for those three. With the other three (HIM, Father-Russian, Post-AmeriKa) I have to write it, the stories. In the last books the plots are inner stories. Self -- Surviving the suicide. POV -- the second death, selling my soul for my books.
TECH has to wait.
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