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-- Will I collect all "dreams" pages in one place?
... and dreams I do not write down. Dreams are honest. Even the hopes and needs -- no lies. Angels have no dreams; no dreams without body, -- and they never sleep. This alone makes the other world unpleasant. ... movies replaced dreams. No imagination anymore. ... My American Dreams. Sweet nightmares.
video(s) poetry? ...
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Featured Pages: Preface "Sweet dreams" they say. I don't have them. My dreams are not sweet.
I have "dreams" pages almost in every nonfiction project -- PostAmeriKa, Father-Russia and so on.
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Long ago, 25 years ago, I kept a notebook to record my dreams. Even in the middle of my dream I would woke up to write it down -- and sometimes I could even get back to the same dreams. I call it "Half-Awake" project: I believed that I can get something that hide from myself. I thought that I can catch my face in the mirror without being aware of my reflection.... something is lost. And I look for it -- and cannot find it. Almost, every day I see it.I don't trust myself, I have to be suspicious of my intentions.
Dreams are the natural way to step aside, to notice yourself....
Dreams are the hidden "secrets" which get open -- maybe indeed I do not see myself. 5.24: Big house, party, strangers, Esther and children left for something -- and only later I understand that they won't be back....
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