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-- Will I collect all "dreams" pages in one place?

... and dreams I do not write down.

Dreams are honest.

Even the hopes and needs -- no lies.

Angels have no dreams; no dreams without body, -- and they never sleep. This alone makes the other world unpleasant.

... movies replaced dreams.

No imagination anymore.

... My American Dreams.

Sweet nightmares.

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"Sweet dreams" they say. I don't have them. My dreams are not sweet.

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I have "dreams" pages almost in every nonfiction project -- PostAmeriKa, Father-Russia and so on.

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Dreams Pages -- list? Directory? Book? In two languages? ...

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Russian and American Dreams -- dreams of the unknown man. Me.

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... 2007 : I do not write down my dreams anymore. I have no time!

Long ago, 25 years ago, I kept a notebook to record my dreams. Even in the middle of my dream I would woke up to write it down -- and sometimes I could even get back to the same dreams. I call it "Half-Awake" project: I believed that I can get something that hide from myself. I thought that I can catch my face in the mirror without being aware of my reflection.
I don't trust myself, I have to be suspicious of my intentions.
Dreams are the natural way to step aside, to notice yourself....

Dreams are the hidden "secrets" which get open -- maybe indeed I do not see myself. 5.24: Big house, party, strangers, Esther and children left for something -- and only later I understand that they won't be back....

... something is lost. And I look for it -- and cannot find it. Almost, every day I see it.

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Some days are so bad, I know it the moment I wake up. I wake up with this scream inside -- and I scream...

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