Theory of Spectatorship aDiary + Film-North Album (new)
SummaryStory? Wriring it.
QuestionsDo you know the difference between Story and Plot?
Bad Subjects, Wrong Theories
Let me finish what I started on plot page.
About being another "being."
It is about somebody else having an intercourse with a woman I love.
Look, I promised myself to write about bad and wrong subjects. That is what I do. It maybe silly, but I have to do it. I have to get out of my chest. My deams and my horrors.
In SELF I tried to express it, but this book is about the visions. I guess, I have revisit the subject.
There are many things I surpress. I know it. I know what I am doing. I pushed them down because I can't face them, I can't think about it.
I should write about it in SELF. I didn't. About God watching Joseph making love to his wife Mary, yes, that Mary. There were brothers of Jesus, as you know.
I don't understand it.
Joe was a good man. But this is not the point. I don't understand you, Lord!
And I do.
And this is the problem, I do understand you. That I understand how you let her have her life, family, children, her husband... To be happy with Joe. I understand and my heart is broken.
[ plot, which has nothing to do with the story ]
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